Aeshwarya didn’t know if she was more angry or more in pain. She cleaned up the blood and threw blood stained clothes in the dustbin. She hated when it creeped up on her. No time to prep. She knew that she must dispose off all of that soon but right now, she just wanted to relax. Aeshwarya was tired and done for the night.
She looked at Rita and her pain (and anger) increased. She had heard so much that girls who stay together get on the same cycle. No such thing happened between her and Rita. Rita was sleeping like a baby who had nothing to care for. Aeshwarya felt jealous of Rita. Rita didn’t go through this much pain. Heck! She was more productive during such situations than Aeshwarya was on a regular day.
“She could care for me.” Aeshwarya whispered to herself and then lied down on the bed. The cramps were killing her but she tried to fall asleep by forcefully closing her eyes. No such luck favoured her. Today was an especially troubling night for her. She wished Rita would bake her special cookies for her. Those were extremely helpful in getting her mood up but she decided not to wake Rita for this. It would be extremely selfish.
Aeshwarya willed herself to reduce the pain and focus on sleep. Slowly, she felt the pain to recede. She didn’t know if this was actually happening or was in her mind but at least she was feeling better. Just then, Rita turned and hugged Aeshwarya. She put her leg over Aeshwarya and put her hand across Aeshwarya’s tummy.
Wind knocked off Aeshwarya and tears came to her eyes. The pain that she thought was going away came back with vengeance.
“RITA!!!” Aeshwarya shouted with pain. Rita woke up startled.
“Aeshwarya! What happened?” Rita said somnolent. Aeshwarya remained silent trying to control her pain.
Rita looked at Aeshwarya holding her stomach and saw the filled dustbin.
“When?” Rita asked Aeshwarya.
“A few hours ago.” Aeshwarya whispered.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Rita said. A hint of disappointment crept into her voice.
“Didn’t.. Trouble..” Aeshwarya said in broken tones.
“Idiot.” Rita said and went out of the room. She tried calling Rita and was really furious. She was in pain and Rita was the one leaving the room.
Aeshwarya kept lying in the bed upset at the unfairness of the situation when Rita came back.
“Here is the medicine I had bought for you. This should give you some relief. I had also baked some cookies yesterday for this. Take it.” Rita said shoving a biscuit in Aeshwarya’s mouth.
“Mmphh.. Wurpphhh..” Aeshwarya said with her mouth full.
“Yeah.. yeah.. I know.” Rita said nonchalantly and opened a bottle of balm and started massaging Aeshwarya’s stomach.
“What are you doing?” Aeshwarya asked swollowing the cookies.
“I learned this a few days back. It should ease up the pain.” Rita said.
“You did this for me? Where did you learn this?” Aeshwarya asked taking another cookie.
“Youtube.” Rita said blushing.
Aeshwarya laughed despite the pain.
“I love you.” Aeshwarya said.
“Take the medicine.” Rita replied continuing the massage.